Hate stupid people!!

Why is it some people are so stupid?? We moved from our old apartment March 28th and the management company (Paul Calvo and CO dont ever rent from them) still is stalling with our return! As of 21 days after we move if we dont receive our deposits and every single charge itemized on a bill WELL they didnt comply! So this means we have ever right to sue them and get double the amount 825$ and the interest from escrow!! Well we have contacted them 4 times now and we are giving them 1 more to comply to the 825$ and interest or we will SUE their rip off asses cause we didnt do anything wrong to that apartment and they are trying to charge us for things we didnt do! Also they charged us another 130$ for rent on the last month when the manager prorated our rent, they kept our cat deposit and our cat didnt do ANY damage WTF!!

So if they dont call us back by end of day today we will go and file suit with the court house in town! I having to do this BUT they broke California state law by not complying with the agreement that was signed by us and the manager!! So updated coming on this soon.................. BUT IM FUCKING PISSED OFF!!

Well I guess this means I have NO friends!!

Jessica and Shannon!!

Im starting to realize that friends come and go!! Im living here in this afull place and dont want to even try here! I have tried a few times before and all I find are people that dont want anything to do with their kids *sigh* Things like this make me want to move home to Maine sooooooo bad, at least I would have my sister!! This sucks when your home 13 hours a day with limited adult conversations!! I wouldnt change being home cause I have my sweet little man BUT I need someone I can actually talk to and be listened to!! All I get is cut off or ignored, I feel like a shrink cause I will help/listen to anyone BUT when I need it I get nothing!! I will say I do have two wonderful friend but they both live many many hours from me!! My friend Jessica lives in NY with her beautiful family and we do talk daily, Now Shannon she is in Hawaii she is a solider, beauty queen and she has limited time for anyone or anything! LIFE sucks I would give up alot to be with them or shit just one of them at this point! I miss my life at Ft.Campbell I always had something to do and friends to do it with! Just going to the park with someone would be nice!! All the places I have been I have made atleast one true friend and here that person was Shannon BUT she has a life/job that far out ways our friendship and I understand that! Now Jessica she is one the sweetest people I have ever met in my life!! She makes my day each and every time I talk to her and her kids! She makes the most adorable babies I have seen yet and OMG I love her boys voices they are so dainty and cute! Jess you mean the world to me and I will do my damnedest to get out there to see you in NY!! I love you Jessica and Shannon you are my sista's from another motha!!!

Been kind of a slacker lately so here is a new blog LOL

Drake is 9 months old already and into everything! Its been fun running around behind Drake's little butt! He is getting so big and almost ready to walk PLEASE NOT YET!!! He eats all the time and wants our stuff instead of the jar food crap! He is still having issues with his skin and we are thinking he has plaque psoriasis and its getting worse!

We moved into a new place March 28th and we are loving it here! We are not having to deal with all the gangs and drugs since we moved! It makes me happy to know that there is one place in Barstow that they havent taken over just yet! Drake seems alot happier here also sleeping through the night and has alot more space to play on clean rugs!! On another note we are getting ready to take the old management company to small claims court due to their stupidity! They owe us over 800$ with intrest and they are acting like jack-asses!!

Wanting to go home for awhile now and ever obstacle has gotten in the way! I miss my son sooooo bad! He loves being in Maine going to school and being with his friends so it makes me happy tooooo I guess!! I guess this is it for now...............

The little things we can do!

Cleaning with white vinegar!!

White Vinegar Solution. Mix white vinegar with an equal amount of water. Spray or pat on. Here is another great solution to keep around the house in a spray bottle. This can reverse browning caused by pet mistakes, coffee, coke, tea. Always pretreat these spots with white vinegar before cleaning and allow to stand for 15 to 20 minutes. Don't hesitate to use 2 or 3 times to remove browning. White vinegar, is distilled so there are no minerals present for all practical purposes. It is usually used for cleaning purposes, whether outdoors or in. Because of its neutralizing properties, it's good for such a wide variety of applications as washing windows, sanitizing kitchen counters and shining bathroom fixtures....Vinegar neutralizes soap and detergent and any other alkaline based products, as well as dissolving mineral, calcium and lime deposits. That makes it very effective for cleaning bathroom fixtures and sinks. Because its acid content makes it antibacterial, it works well on toilets and bathroom floors, too. It can also be used to clean and disinfect cutting boards, tables and other surfaces with which food comes in contact. Wash the surface then wipe with straight vinegar and leave it to dry. If you make this a regular part of your cleaning routine, you'll have little to worry about when it comes to bacteria and fungus problems.
Vinegar cuts grease; it eats lime; it destroys odors, leaving no trace of itself behind in about a half hour. it's very environmentally friendly.

How babies grow

I could so cry right now! My son Drake is 7 months old today! He is doing so many things I cant believe it. He can sit up on his own, he can pull himself up to a standing position stand next to the couch! He says momma,dadda and bubba, he talks all the time I love it! He is finally sleeping through the night and im in shock. We are still working with signing and its going well. UMMM what else, he is weighting in at 15.6 lbs as of the begining of last week. Im sure with the way he is eating he is up over 16lbs now! So when is the next babe coming LOL nah im just kidding I dont have baby fever my hubby does lol! Maybe ill have another one for him in a few years who knows!

Sick as hell!

After being gone for a little over a week we are no home in shitty Hell Cali! Dhs grandfather passed away last week after a long illness, he went peacefully with no pain! Now that we are home Drake my cat and myself are sick as hell and it figures *sigh* This is all I got right now im gonna go lay down and see if I can get better!

Love

Love is grand when your in love with the right man! Some days I dont feel like this and some days I cant get enough of him! Its weird how things work sometimes!

Im sitting here watching my son playing with a toy and think this time next year he will be walking and Ill be chasing after him BOY I cant wait! I love that he is grow but why so fast?? I miss my wittle preemie :(

I love my children with all my heart! I would be lost in the world without them!

I wish I lived in a better place so my oldest son Gregory could be with me and watch his bother grow! Instead of screwing his entire education up I have chosen the one of the hardest things a mother could ever do! He lives in Maine with my older sister so he can have that education! Where we are now has one the worst school systems I have ever seen and I have lived some places! 4.5 out of 10 sucks ass bad so I decided he would go to school where I went its ranked a 8.5 or 9.0! Yup its hard but life is all about hard decisions and this was a big one!

So love is what happens when you marry a wonderful man and have wonderful child! Love is what you make of it! So make you love great! Most of all love your self!