Im starting to realize that friends come and go!! Im living here in this afull place and dont want to even try here! I have tried a few times before and all I find are people that dont want anything to do with their kids *sigh* Things like this make me want to move home to Maine sooooooo bad, at least I would have my sister!! This sucks when your home 13 hours a day with limited adult conversations!! I wouldnt change being home cause I have my sweet little man BUT I need someone I can actually talk to and be listened to!! All I get is cut off or ignored, I feel like a shrink cause I will help/listen to anyone BUT when I need it I get nothing!! I will say I do have two wonderful friend but they both live many many hours from me!! My friend Jessica lives in NY with her beautiful family and we do talk daily, Now Shannon she is in Hawaii she is a solider, beauty queen and she has limited time for anyone or anything! LIFE sucks I would give up alot to be with them or shit just one of them at this point! I miss my life at Ft.Campbell I always had something to do and friends to do it with! Just going to the park with someone would be nice!! All the places I have been I have made atleast one true friend and here that person was Shannon BUT she has a life/job that far out ways our friendship and I understand that! Now Jessica she is one the sweetest people I have ever met in my life!! She makes my day each and every time I talk to her and her kids! She makes the most adorable babies I have seen yet and OMG I love her boys voices they are so dainty and cute! Jess you mean the world to me and I will do my damnedest to get out there to see you in NY!! I love you Jessica and Shannon you are my sista's from another motha!!!
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