Saturday, August 16, 2008
Ever feel soooo alone??
Have you ever felt so alone?? Like you dont belong anywhere?? Thats how Im feeling right now and it sucks bad! I live in a place thats just not worth doing anything or going anywhere BESIDES its t damn hot anyways! I wish I was still in Kentucky, it would be so much easier and Id be able to get out and find some new friends! This place just keeps getting worse by the day and I hate it! I would love to take my son out to the park BUT that will never happen here UNLESS I want my kid near gang bangers and drug dealers! Why does my husband have to work for the GOV. and be at the only military installation in the country WITH the worst heat,people and nothing to do?? UGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I just need to get out of this place for a bit BUT that wont happen! I tried a few weeks ago and never got off the ground in that plane! I miss the way things use to be, being able to go out and see people, have a few drinks and BE myself! I am no longer myself I have even lost that! When is things gonna get back to normal?? When am I gonna have friends and a life again WITHOUT all the drama!!!! Fuck it my life sucks and its gonna be that way forever!!
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3 comments:
Awww I wish you lived closer or your DH could get stationed here so we can have lots of fun together!
Awww thanks girl, he isnt in the Army anymore he is gov. contracted to do the same job for way more money!! The company he works for is actually in Texas, Northrop Grumman BUT there isnt many place for this type of job since he works on military vehicles......Northrop does mostly aerospace stuff!! I wish we could be closer, I think we would be like 2 peas in a pod :)
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Heck yeah! We would be awesome twinkies! Plus there are alot of pretty things here and gas is cheaper in texas ;)
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