My weight loss

Made my goal...plus some! Now its just maintaining this goal!!

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Not the same person I was!!

Things have changed greatly in my life, I had another m/c on Jan 11 of this year! Dont want to look back dont want the what ifs!! Life is about..... change, growth and family! Im ready to move on and not look back! May not be trying to get pregnant, but if it happens it happens! Im not gonna stress myself over charting, temping ect ANYMORE! We are just trying to enjoy what we have, if things change we are more then ready to watch and grow with it!!

Drake is doing great, he is starting to verbalize a little better, he is trying!! He is sitting at 30lbs and not sure about his height lol but he is getting longer haha He plays ALL day and beats the shit out of me daily cause he HATES the word NO but what choice do I have with a child that thinks EVERYTHING is his!

Gregory is doing great, his grades are great! He will be coming here for 3 weeks this July for his and Drakes bdays.....I cannot wait, this will be the first time I have my boys together for BOTH birthdays!! Its gonna be a fun few weeks, gonna throw them a party, take them camping, fishing and who knows what else trouble we can get into while he is here haha

David and I are slowly getting better with our relationship, its been tough in that department with living here, his mom doesnt understand....so evidently neither did David TILL I laid everything out on the line.....I told him right out, id be out of here if he didnt start changing his attitude, well he did but after some very hard conversations!!

Life here in CO is gonna take me more time to get use to BUT Im getting there! I need to get the hell out of this house MORE....but im not surer where to go lol Ill figure that one out also haha

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