Why is it that after 3 hours then removing the post people start to respond and want to see it and blahhhh fucking blahhhh All I wanted was a simple question answered and WTF do I get NOTHING as always!!
I no my place and its not APA, Facebook or myspace ect......................ITS NO WHERE!! Fuck it, ill stay a loner the rest of my fucking life so I dont have to deal with 2 faced fucking people!!!
Whats the point to talk with people IRL or online, leave the house or even answer the phone??? When the people on the other side dont give a "DAMN" what I have to say!!
I have dealt with more in my 31 years then most people will their entire lives, that fucking sad :(
Even my dad at 55 tells me I have see more death and heartache then most people could handle!!
My life has been one big fucking roller coaster, from the death of my daughter, fighting to get and stay preggo, all the fucking losses, throwing 14 years of my life down the drain for a man that never loved me!! Its sad when he tells me now, "I only married you cause I felt bad Brianna died WTF.....................Its nice to know all these years later :(
One day I guess Ill find some place I belong BUT for now, Ill be MIA, cause whats the point to be some place where you feel very unwanted!!!
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Oh Panda I love you girl!I am truly truly sorry about the crap the Dr.s are putting you through. I honestly and truly wish I could be there for you. I have an excellent shoulder. Keep your head up Panda and know I am thinking of you <3
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