Lets see here Drake is almost 2 years old "ALL READY" July 23rd is gonna come really quick!! I am feeling like shit since we will not be able to give Drake a party again this year :( We have no friends or even friends with children his age! This hurts me so bad, im seeing all the girls from my birth month talking about what they have planned and who is gonna be there ect.....WE have NO family here either, dont get me wrong there is nothing wrong with Daddy, mommy and Drake celebrating BUT something has got to give! My kids isnt gonna know how to play with others if this shit keeps up!!
My parents have still not met their grandson yet, I still havent made it to Maine due to finances!! My son Greg did make it out here in February for a week, THAT WASNT ENOUGH FOR ME!! I need my sons together and nothing I do will get us the fuck out of Cali!!
What sucks even more is we have had a few job offers but the pay isnt enough to live off of even in KY, a 12$ pay cut would kill us!
Then this afternoon I get a phone call from David and he is NOT GOOD!! He is ready to grieve for his step-dads death, he has been depressed since last night when we got the pictures of the accident and yes his father was in them!! We had to see them, we needed closer and all it did was make us wonder things even more!! One of those thoughts are he was alive some of the time, left out there to die since AT&T wouldnt ping the cell tower with a subpoena from a judge!! THANKS ASSHOLE YOU LET HIM DIE OUT THERE ALONE!! Mind you this is after the Colorado sheriffs department asked them too, what more do you need, the man was 100% disabled, with a lot of health issues!!
All Phil wanted was to go home, kiss and hug his wife and you(AT&T) stole that from them both because of this BS!!
All I want to do is scream right now, all I want is for someone to hit the pause button so I can regain my sanity!! blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Oh I know it sucks to not have Drake able to have playmates.
I am so so sorry for David's loss and your sadness BIG HUGS!!
Thanks girl, its been hard! I hope after all these appointments they will be able to fix my issues!! David said thank you also <3
I can say I somewhat understand his pain. I didn't want to deal with my moms death in November but I know there was nothing I could do about that you know.
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