My weight loss

Made my goal...plus some! Now its just maintaining this goal!!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Update with diagnosis


Well yesterday was a very long day, nothing to do but sit and wait for my appointment!! I was going out of my mind by noon time, still had 3 1/2 to wait at that point lol I really didnt want to go in there!! Havent gotten everything 100% yet but im working on that!!

So far (PCOS) Polycystic ovary syndrome, 4 1/2 cm cyst in my left ovary and pre-diabetic!! This is just the begging of all this, I have been put on Metformin for the PCOS and diabetic issues.......lets hope this helps with all these crazy issues! As for the cyst we will be watching it very closley since at 5cm is when they remove them!! Well now I know where all that pain was coming from.......its not fun at all!! I will need to go back in for another trans/vag u/s in 3 months OR if if it ruptures........this is something we dont want to happen since I could lose my ovary or hemorrhage......yet another NOT fun!!!

After lunch I will be making the two appointments, one I will not talk about on here(my girls know what it is) the other is the surgeon for my right boob!! They want to start off with just the u/s, they want to look around before they go sticking a 6in vacuum needle into my freaking tit!! I want to make sure 100% before I put myself through MORE pain!! Most days I feel as if someone is sticking hot pokers slowly into my cleavage......all I want to do is scream........they will NOT give me anything for the pain, so I informed my Dr yet again that I am "NOT" scared to self medicate myself................have been for years "YES" she knows this!!! I told her right out, this is unfair for me to deal with ALL of this pain...........I asked her have you ever dealt with this much physical pain in your life???? She said "NO" I wanted to slap the bitch upside her head!!

Look this woman is a great "PERSON" she just sucks as a Dr.........this is something Im learning more and more as I see her! I KNOW MORE about PCOS, ovarian cysts ALL my health issues and this bitch wants to beat around the bush and risk me losing my ovary and boobs *chinscratch*

WELL yesterday I made that womans mouth drop more then once in her office!! I felt SOOOOOO fucking good about it, I stood my ground like "I" said I would!! I have had enough of this shit, 15 years of pure and utter hell with my deformed, broken ass body!! People wonder(yes Ill say it again)why I AM THE WAY I AM lmfao

I am a bitch and I love the fact that I am, If I wasnt this way NOTHING would ever get done with these idiot doctors out here in CA(no offense to anyone) Now this is the 5th time I have had to put "MY" foot down with either the Dr, Insurance or the group provider!!! Fuck them all, I will have things MY way ITS my body ;)

1 comment:

Alisha said...

I hope your 1st appt goes well! Ad Huzzah for you for standing up to those doctors!